Wednesday, March 04, 2009
I have Nervous Energy.. It's true I need to find a JOB.. I can't stand not doing money making things.. Yeah I could do my vinyl.. but I get bored to easily.. I think as I get older, My attention Bodabings all over the place.. I can hardly hold a stream line conversation for very long.. it's like as soon as the words are out of my mouth, I am on to something else. What the Heck is this all about.
I can't even settled down enough to read a book.. I am not tired anymore.. Hardly ever. I am living on about 5 hours sleep a night.. and not tired. WEIRD... Coffee Jitters me out.. This is all new to me.. The only thing really different is my blood sugar is way better under control. I am taking a new insulin called Byetta. I am losing weight. I am hardly ever hungry now. I do love drinking water. If I drink diet soda, I get heart burn.. Why am I complaining.. Well, I just am.. This is all new to me.. I guess what I am saying is.. What if I wanna focus on something I can't. I feel like I am 17 again and I can't live life fast enough at times..
I have been know to analyze things to death.. What's that all about? I don't Bleepin Know!