Thursday, August 11, 2011

well, Here we go again...It's Hay Season.. I working like a warn out cow dog. I got both grandkids living with me now. I am sick as a dog.... no voice, no energy... I was in this place last year this month... so I am a little freeked out about my perdicament... I don't want to get screwed up and throw in the hospital again. The grandkids I am raising are 5 and 3... There Parents are being not grown up about anything I would say. 


My one aunt is basically homeless now, she has made a mountain of bad choices. looks like she may be coming to Oregon to sleep on the couch.


My dad has decided don't to take anymore medicines and just like that.. So I don't know what will happen with him... Granny has the alzheimers and al........... just a mess

6 comments:

Lisa said...

Yikes! Callie - please take care of yourself! Pronto! Make sure you get that Putter to keep you on the right track. Wish I could do more than just preach from a million miles away. sending big hugs!

Linda said...

Good Lord, woman, you seriously need to get off of this rollercoaster that your family is putting you through! I know, I know - easier said than done but at some point you need to put yourself first as the last thing we want to hear is that you're back in the hospital again!

TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF! And I mean that!!! Love you bunches and wish that I could be more help but know that I think of you often and am sending up all sorts of prayers/good thoughts/etc for your life to straighten out and be what you deserve it to be and not what everyone else seems to want to make it to be.

Amazing Gracie said...

I'm jumping on this bandwagon!!! I don't know what I can do to help, but I'm starting to freak out, too!!! Seriously, stress does horrible things to our bodies - I'm NOT telling you anything you don't already know. After last year and the awful illness you went through, you can't put yourself back in the same spot. You are your family's savior and you're going to have to let someone else save them. You have to save yourself. Surely there's somebody that can step up to the plate and take some of this hell off your back. You know how much we all love you - that's the best I can offer, my love, concern and prayers.

Callie Ann said...

Gracie, the only other ones are my brother and mother and they are already taking care of the midwest... guess that leaves me with the west coast...it is all the shits.. I hate all this right now... Blood Sugar was 478 tonight...I am sick as hell with two little sick ones here in my bed... jess went to portland again and putter is off racing... sometimes I wonder what would happen if I ran away...but where the hell would I run to... Guess I will just lock the front door and not answer the phone...

Callie Ann said...

oh Yeah and I don't even remember posting this on my blog... things ain't good

Sandee said...

You need to knock some sense into your kids so they'll take care of their babies. Too many grandparents are raising their grand babies. It's not supposed to be like that. You aunt? She'll continue to make bad choices and you'll be in the middle of that. Good grief.

Sending you tons of prayers. Hugs. :)